2+2 makes sense but does it make cents?

I obviously, read other blogs.
If you look at my profile I would hope it would give you some insight as to who and what I read on blogger
and I watch a lot of youtube,
if you were over there you would also see that.
I use a lot of wikipedia and ask jeeves.
I read fiction regularly
and love free neighborhood newspapers and magazines.
i will read any magazine I can get my hands on. Cover to cover.
I watch a lot of television,
series, documenteries, game shows you name it
from the history channel and national geographic
to ABCfamily and TVland
and Bravo and current...
I watch a lot of television
and always have
don't know if I always will.
I watch and always have A LOT of movies.
But what I never did
was watch them activley,
in high school literature
I learned to interpret
the information I was given.
To find the undertone and subtext
and infer and think
metaphorically or ironically.
this is what they call putting
2+2 or to and too together....
I am heavily programed....
but even more heavily programed
to do good deeds,
to mean people well
and never enter a situation with ill intentions.
I think anyone who does aught to be ashamed...
cause you didn't have to...
you could have spared that person that heartache and moved along.
but instead you involved/tricked someone else into your ill intent.
That is the biggest program of all.
My do unto others as you would have them do unto you.
treat people the way you would want to be treated....
i don't understand the world of anything other than that.
it dosen't make sense to me...I know it makes cents, but it dosen't make sense....

Any way, this post was originally about mainstream blogs that I visit. Where sometimes it feels like I'm srguing with my self and the same person. I think the bloggers pose as other people just to drive up hits. It's smart, but I still put my 2 sense in cause if people read this I would want them to consider my argument, but you never know how many of the commenters are actually the same person.

On a lot of people's blogs I read, I don't comment, like not sending a thank you card for being invited to the party and having a great time. I should at least say, please do more, but with my blog, even if I'm the only one reading it, it gives me perspective and reading others gives even more depth to my perceptions....so, I always rate on youtube, but I don't really comment, escpecially if I just agreed....I guess, I am used to just taking in and not giving back, via the tv watching and such, less direct forms of informtainment.....

But I comment on mainsteam blogs when I have a differing opinion from the commeneters or I wanna give the topic some depth and perspective, I mean, my nature is to be reflective in a spectrum of visible light or something to that affect....so...I wonder how offten I am responding to a paid blogger that repeats themselves in different personas when I wish to respond with a contrary perspective?

Just some mind meandering for the day...take it was you will...

Ray....J.....Gay?

I'm watching this espisode of Ray J....i actually contemplated auditioning the first season! But anyway,He is showing clips of this woman he calls caliente "Hot". So she speaks mostly spanish and actually hosts a tv show wherever she is from. And she is always laughing at him and he laughs with her.

She says " I don't speak much english, but I', not dumb." "What is this thing, get it crackin? I must investigate!"

So ray j asks her if she knows what the hood is. She laughs and says no. Then he asks if she knows what a ghetto is. She laughs and says no. He says the ghetto is like the projects. does she know what the projects are?

She says "Ah Yes, projects, now I understand."
He says "You know the projects? What's a project?"
She says "like uh, when you expect, when you do something...."
He was like "what? You gotta know what the ghetto is...."

But does she. I always talk about black folks double toalk and limited use of vocabulary. To lazy to know the word or just not having sufficient enough vocabulary to communicate effectivley.

I used to have a crush on Ray J when he was on the sinbad show...during his Disney dayz......

Since then I have not AT ALL been interested in his musical career...maybe cause I was getting the homo vibe.....so he wasn't attractive to me.....but either way, he has a show now and he is influencing cultue now....so that's why he is on spotlight today. I think I posted this before, But I just thought it was funny that I came across this while danger has been outing folks and lenonhonor connecting the new boyz jerk to MJs beat it.

Anywayz...on this season's smash the homey episode....the infamous "young buck" from the danger outting comes to the party...he is sweet sounding and acting....so....Why dosen't he ever get hooked up to the lie detector? why can't they ask him questions and find out what homies he smashed!



Tie Me Down lyrics

(Intro:)

Legacy:
She Aint Gone Tie Me Down
She Aint Gone Tie Me Down

(Legacy:)

Know we been together for a minute,
But uhhh, its kinda been forever since we been in,
The kinda situation not involving other women
And its pretty obvious that your kinda tripping,
Like who the hell is this bitch?,
Lookin a hot mess,
What you fell for this chick?
You know we got problems and you failed to fix it,
I'm like, you need to go somewhere else with this shit,
Because I aint gone put up with you,
Talkin bout how she make you uncomfortable,
Like I mean, shit im only seventeen and uhhm ahh Perfect couple is
only in a dream,
And right now im pretty much away for this Relationships?,
I think you should wait for it,
I mean later we could try things out but not right now,

(Ray J - Chorus:)

She aint gone tie me down,
While you on the road,
Buying all the shirts,
All the hats, all the clothes,
Whatchu' want right now?
What up right now?
I think you need to close your mouth,
Cause you aint gone tie me down
Tie me down(repeat 2x)
You aint gone tie me down

(Ben J:)

Ha ha,
yea,
Look,
ayee girl what up?,
No Im not going make a scene,
But you cant tie me down like a pair of shoe strings,
Yea you cute. so what?,
But lets get it through your head,
Yea we make love, sex, weed all in the bed,
Its the best thing I love about you,
But things dont change,
When im not faithful,
You be feelin all pain,
Now you stuck like a stain and i cant believe that,
Baby girl want hundreds i aint tryna do that,
Got so many girls and i aint lettin go,
Cause my life is great,
And you aint nothing but a hoe,
Yea you come to my shows and your very supportive,
Just show me a camera and my show recorded,
it was nice,
But Im Suprised That your still standing here,
Ay yea you know im a man,
And i have no feelings,
Im a start it from the top,
Girl this aint no lovin,
Im a new boy girl so,

(Ray J - Chorus:)

She aint gone tie me down,
While you on the road,
Buying all the shirts,
All the hats, all the clothes,
Whatchu' want right now?
What up right now?
I think you need to close your mouth,
Cause you aint gone tie me down
Tie me down(repeat 2x)
You aint gone tie me down

(Knotch:)

Whatever,
Baby its not the time,
No you just cant tie me down,

Baby its not the day,
It aint not okay,
Your never gonna tie me,
Tie me,
Never ever tie me down,

(Ray J - Chorus:)

She aint gone tie me down,
While you on the road,
Buying all the shirts,
All the hats, all the clothes,
Whatchu' want right now?
What up right now?
I think you need to close your mouth,
Cause you aint gone tie me down
Tie me down(repeat 2x)
You aint gone tie me down.

Helloooooo Kitty!

I was almost a kitty! I used to love Sanrio things and would make deals with my mother about getting to get all my school supplies from there...I used to think It was magical to go to a sanrio suprise, or rainbow fair store or come upon a corner in another store and find wonderfull objects that I might not have and where new and cute...I feel this serious deeply in the exploration and exploitation of my own personal programming. Strip away the pretense and deception and behold...the truth about a brand about a plot and a plan to infultrait our choices...cause at the end of the day...we are all actually a culmination of choices.....

The agenda part 1

What are we listening to? what are our children and neighbors listening to ? My sister's ten year old just told her he knew how to jerk. She told me she didn't know what that was. I told her about the new boyz and their colorfull jeans and their no girls allowed lyrics and video and well.....I looked up the lyrics and then typed in the word jerk. This is what I came up with, so all these people walking around talking about teach me how to jerk or calling each other jerk....Anyway, thought you might find this disgusting, sad and amusing.....oh, and the video has over 24 million hits on youtube...tell me it's not infecting..affecting...our communities.....


Definitions of 'jerk'
(jûrk)

Dictionary.com · The American Heritage® Dictionary - (17 definitions)

[Origin unknown.]

(verb: jerked, jerk·ing, jerks.)

(transitive verb)

To give a sudden quick thrust, push, pull, or twist to.
To throw or toss with a quick abrupt motion.
To utter abruptly or sharply: jerked out the answer.
To make and serve (ice-cream sodas, for example) at a soda fountain.
Sports To press (a weight) overhead from shoulder height in a quick motion.

(intransitive verb)

To move in sudden abrupt motions; jolt: The train jerked forward.
To make spasmodic motions: My legs jerked from fatigue.

(noun)

A sudden abrupt motion, such as a yank or twist.
A jolting or lurching motion.
Physiology A sudden reflexive or spasmodic muscular movement.
Involuntary convulsive twitching often resulting from excitement. Often used with the.
Slang A foolish, rude, or contemptible person.
Sports A lift in which the weight is heaved overhead from shoulder height with a quick motion.

(phrasal verbs)

jerk off
To masturbate.
jerk around
To take unfair advantage of, deceive, or manipulate.

(derivatives)

jerḱer
noun
jerḱing·ly
adverb

(synonyms:)

jerk1snap, twitch, wrench, yank These verbs mean to move with a sudden short, quick motion: jerked the rope twice to pull it taut; snapped the lock shut; was twitching her mouth nervously; wrenched the stick out of his hand; yanks the door open.

Definitions of 'jerk'

(jûrk)

Dictionary.com · The American Heritage® Dictionary

[Back-formation from jerky2.]

(transitive verb: jerked, jerk·ing, jerks.)

To cut (meat) into long strips and dry in the sun or cure by exposing to smoke.
(adjective)

Being or relating to a method of barbecuing meat that has been seasoned and wrapped in leaves of the allspice tree: jerk chicken; jerk pork.

Synonyms

lurch snap twitch wrench yank bump
jolt lurch snap tug twitch wrench
yank ass fool idiot imbecile jackass
mooncalf moron nincompoop ninny nitwit simple


You're a jerk!(16x)
Jerk Jerk Jerk!(5x)
JEEERRRRKKK
So cocky with it
got my iced out clubs
like rocky hit it
Got your girl
on my swagg
she lovin them
jerkin songs
Like the new ipod
just touch it
and turn her on
And when the bass start beatin
and the waist
I'm beatin
Done
I got on my way
I'm leavin
she like
where you goin?
I aint got
my shoes and purse
I said it's none of your concern
and she yelled
(your a jerk!)
So I walked out the door
called Ben J.
told him
it's a function
he said
I'm on my way
We pulled up
to the party
I take off my shirt
and got geeked up
everybody jerkin
We was jerkin
to the right
jerkin
to the left
Then she popped out
of nowhere
she was still half dressed
She like
fa real jerk
you left me
for this stuff
the whole party heard her
but all I could hear was..
Wahhh, Wahhh, Wah Wah Wah..(your a jerk)
Why you trippin
I aint even do nothin
(your a jerk)
Im a jerk,
you aint neva lie
But aye do me a favor
call me jerk
one more time
(your a jerk!)
I know
Your a jerk!
(I know) [x6]
Jerk jerk jerk (jerkin) [4x]
Everything quiet
and the bass real hard
And I stay geeked up
never been a retard
got a new boy swagg
And this here for yall
so we gotta
keep it separate
like the jim crowe laws
I'm a beast
I'm a gang
and
I guess I'm a jerk
and I go thru big rounds
Cause ya boy here a flirt
Man you call me a bottle
with your lil jerk lines
Then you say you brought it up
but the jerk is mine
You squeezin
I'm squeezin
but yo style is wack
Why you comin
to the front
you can push
that back
got ya girl
on the side
She talkin sum lil stuff
while she textin o
n the phone Ben J.
hit it rough,
So I did it
was good
and I quickly got dressed
she was like
where you goin
There's another girl
next
she screamed out loud
Ben J.(your jerk!)
And I had nothing to say
but sorry
that it hurts
Wahhh, Wahhh, Wah Wah Wah..
(your a jerk)
Why you trippin I aint even do nutin'
(your a jerk)
Im a jerk,
you aint neva lie
But aye do me a favor
call me jerk one more time
(your a jerk!)
I know
Your a jerk!
(I know) [x7]
Jerk jerk jerk(jerkin) [x15]

I was gonna post the jerk video, but you get the point....speaking of the agenda part one and the destruction of the family unit....Ray J...a disney product...is selling the pedophilia, gay, anti-family stuff...not only with his tv show, but also with this calaboration with the new boyz right here. Gottcha ray J.....Had signs and all.....

The agenda part 3

I found this to be a great retrospect of stuff i alson have taken a notice to. this is in reference to part 3. The military agenda. or the militarization of the people. war is sexy and cool. I would love to hear your thoughts and for yall to spread the vid around.

Day 1 2010

Okay, gregorian calander saya 2010. My first year awake. Last year this time I was still pretty sleepy, but wow....

Of course the start of another calander year causes us to take stock...that's what we have been programmed to do.

"When r you gonna tune in to the universe? what came first? The universe dosen't have to tune into you." -SonyLogic1 from his video today that inspired my blog. Day 1 2010

Full moon tonight. Cold.

"Lots of people talk and watch movies.......consume......where is the production on your end?"

I'm waiting for the imaginarium of dr.parnassum- heath ledger's last movie...can't really find a good quality, but I am not complaining.

I have always wanted to make movies, but lack the will to follow the rainbow to the end......

2010 is the year of production, productivity and follow through.....as every year before it, right?

Well there is a lot that my will wants and I am the only one who can provide that. What you manifest inside wil manifest outside.....that's a given, so I'm ready to move to another frequency....stay tuned.....